Grateful and Pain

I’m not sure I have anything to say… I found Miku since Project Diva F 2nd release. Not technically on release, it was under Rhythm & Music.

When I was first introduced to both F and F 2nd games, there were some things that can’t be found in any rhythm games. Normally, they have a list of songs for them to play. In this type of game, it has interaction mode, costumes, accessories, room items, and gifts. Before I started playing it, I have to play the tutorial to get a better view of it. It looked kinda easy but I didn’t know any of the songs. With that, I started it with Easy. I know it’s boring but I didn’t know the songs at the time. I can take breaks between songs, I wondered what they have in both Diva Room and Shop. It was nice spending time with everyone and they’re interesting. I don’t know what’s going on with them especially I placed the items in their rooms. Cool.

After playing the game, I thought I should look up about them. I didn’t know they were voice synthesiser Vocaloid. Their voices were created with recorded human voices. Who knew. As I was on that website, I tried typing out their names on the search bar hopefully it matched. After finding the page, I never knew that much history in Vocaloid especially that scarfed person. Well, also the reason why I liked him a lot even I have no heart on any guys.

I had looked up most of the things so far, had I ever thought about the first game they were featured in. On the game library website, I typed her name which is obvious. I didn’t know it was on PSP and I was sure anyone can play it even in Japanese. There were some songs I never heard of and some have ways to unlock costumes and items. And, that Disappearance song, how on earth did they pass that? I thought my right hand couldn’t handle it. Still, I did that for history, worth trying.

This might be a bit weird, I liked Diva X more. I know that it was a new feature in rhythm game, I have love-hate on that game. Basically, in RPG, I had to play through the whole story. I was not kidding. The downside is the RPG feature has item drops. It depends on which character to have costumes in Chance Time and which songs to drop certain items. It was a lot of work I will tell you that. Next, the set list. It has 24 songs and 6 medleys. I found medleys in Edit mode but that was not the case. The whole point of the story is about learning how to express the meaning behind aura. They picked the songs that matched the aura they were going for. I was doing extra stories in Event Requests and the requirements were so specific. I was awkward of hearing the voices. Still, it was fine but can they not be too focused on the concept? I have made a story based on my true feelings so, go check it out and read it. Hopefully, I will get something I didn’t know of.

There is not really much to talk about. Both Future Tone and Mega Mix are ports of the arcade and the gameplay was just 4 buttons in linear including the slides. The Extreme mode was crazy. That’s it. Nothing much about it.

This was to the point where I might got tired of it and taking a break to recover my mind for the time being. I did follow a few of them in case of coming back to listen. I still didn’t know what I was doing at the time. Well, this was kinda weird but I was interested in girls bands so, why not try it? I had to admit I really liked it a lot even though it’s a live-service game. I’m pretty sure I had talked about it in General Gaming. It’s a mobile game.

It was fun so far… until, I have talked about this before. It’s in Project SEKAI topic. I’m not saying it again. The game is similar to BanG Dream but the differences are the gameplay itself. I prefer to use the items independently. When I stumped upon the purple pieces, I couldn’t pick either Master Rank, Skill Level, or Item Exchange. How do they even do that? And, the whole stuff about Expert and Master, I don’t find the charts to be fun. It’s like “was I really playing to music or there were just random notes they placed?” The songs are not too bad, some of them are too long to play. I will feel sleepy, dizzy, and muscle pain midway through songs. After I heard the announcement for the SEA release, it was my time to give up on following them.

I don’t really hate them, it’s just that I don’t really belong in that group. There are some things that I wanted to do. In the end, It feels like I was cursed by Miku. I’m sorry but I can’t do this anymore. I don’t want to deal any more of those stuff. I’m having a broken heart right now. I wish I could move forward but I can’t… Do I still have a choice in my life…?